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what a good weekend last week.

2011-12-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and good evening to you, viewers :D

so i nak tanya you guys sikit, you guys kenal dengan shaheizy sam kan? aktor malaysia tuh.. yang dalam cerita seperti aku bukan tomboy, sekali lagi, adnan sempit, etc lah ah.. dia ngan orang2 maharaja lawak datang sini sebab main futsal ngan artist brunei. wahhh.. bukan main best sangat mereka kat sini tuhhh~ hehehe.. i love them so much, especially shaheizy sam. alhamdulillah sampat jua gambar sama ia hehehe.. but sadly, inda banyak gambar kami dua. *betukar jadi orang brunei balik. hahaha.. :p

P/S: Shaheizy Sam tak kacak, comel je. Senyuman dia indah yang dapat membuat ku fall inlove ngan die :p and and and.. die kalau acting manje manje tu, sangaaat comeeeel ♥

Malam bersama Shaheizy Sam. ♥

Sebelum Shaheizy Sam masuk sebab nak boarding. :'D

i'm sexy and i know it.

2011-12-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua, i'm sorry for being away since bila tu.. can't remember when i last posted in this blog. *i'm too lazy to check haha anyway.. been busy jua these few months and.. i think i have alot to update here, don't i? well um.. how can i start ah.. blank pulang ni hahaha. :p

oh yeah don't mind about the title, i'm bored and actually i'm listening to the song again and again, kira macam kan memorise the lyrics lah catu *oh bummer.. so yeah uh it's december now, merry christmas to all the non-muslims all over the world and a happy new year soon. it's less than a week to go so you guys plan plan lah apa mau kamu for next year and so on. bla bla bla~

what a MAJOR EPIC fail!!!

2011-10-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

As all you know, iphone 4S right? the latest iphone which the very very very new that came early this month. the reason why i wanna talk about this because i am not happy with few things about it.

okay, firstly.. it has the same outer design like the recent iphone 4. actually, i don't really care about this one but anyway.. what i don't like about it because.. it has a new technology built in such as Siri (which i just read from one of the blogs that the siri is being silly to foreign (weird) accent and then it says that this iphone 4S is much faster than the iphone 4 but take a look at this:

it may have stated that its using AT&T simcard but still i think it does shows that iphone 4 is still a bit better, right? so other than this, iphone 4S has poor battery life, yellowgate, icloud, etc.

okay what is the major fail? today there's some shops like qqestore and deejay selling some iphone 4S and guess what?! the price! the price is: 16GB $1888. what can you say about that one? the price is doubled! doubled! the iphone 4 16GB is only $900? some shops do sell cheaper or higher than that, nevermind. but this 4S 16GB price is $1888. and i'm like what the fuck? i was so pissed off! and after i've read the problems, it made me more pissed off, what a rip off price! I'M SO NOT GETTING AN IPHONE 4S, ENOUGH SAID! THE END.

work almost done, college starts.

2011-09-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

tomorrow last day at work and i'm totally gonna miss michael, dique, daus and those (AVE staffs) i've talked with on the phone a couple of times. by the way, hi again! i'm back, yep yep :) -cube.

so college going to start on monday, so lets go home to where we belong. *sighs* miss you my friends. hehehe see you soon, going to rock on my first year in LCB. wuuuuh! hehehe..

2011-08-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

kerja kerja kerja. fun fun fun. :)

i'm back peeps!

2011-08-02T11:55:00.002+08:00

hey there, need to update some stuff around here hehehe okay :)

firstly, selamat berpuasa or happy fasting to all the Muslim out there. this whole month will give you the free entry to heaven. not literally go to heaven but your prayers will be answer insyallah. cause all the evil things is being lock up in hell. well i know that you know that demons being lock up right, come on you all learn that in ugama school. unless you never did, then this is important for you to know :p

so what else, well uh.. i am aiming to lose few kgs within this ramadhan. man, i am so CHUBBY, serious! for all my life, dari damit sampai before ani.. belum pernah ada double chin. NOW ADA! WTH? blergh.. bida jua tu -.-' so bismillah, hope this fasting works! hehehe..

what else.. hmmm.. well congratulations to all LCB graduates, on the 29th July. and hope you guys have a bright future. never give up on studying because we'll be studying until we get old. no matter what kind of studying.. maybe not school/university studies but the study of life. :)

and not to forget, congratulations to him for getting a girl. finally! you got someone you really adore. wish you and her the best of luck! although the memories of 2009 came back but its the best for me. memories will always be there. please please don't forget me, and jangan lose contact ah PEACE hehe :D

goodnight :)

2011-06-15T01:22:00.001+08:00

adele..

2011-06-13T00:14:00.001+08:00

addicted to rolling in the deep. hehehehehe ♥

adele..

2011-06-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

addicted to rolling in the deep. hehehehehe ♥

all the way from the empire.

2011-06-11T17:33:00.003+08:00

hello peeps. time to update hehehe. i'm now at the seaview side of the empire hotel and the country club. i think this is the best weekend ever hahaha. later gonna get nasi katok and watch another movie, weee :)

everything about craid d'andrea ♥

2011-06-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

hello :D

2011-06-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

so addicted ♥

2011-06-06T17:46:00.001+08:00

cool stuff? dope sounds! :)

2011-06-06T13:55:00.001+08:00

2011-06-05T10:23:00.001+08:00

besok exam! aaaaaaargggghhhh.. exam war! -.-'

what made me feel sad today, well here goes..

2011-06-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

i woke up late, around 10 plus yeah.. so i went to the garage having my you know.. smoky smoke.. damn that thing make me sneeze the whole day. well maybe its just me, maybe i'm not feeling well. anyway, it was hot. what i mean the day today.. it is hot! so after i've doing my stuff apa, i went out for awhile, for like half an hour like that.. drove to the bank, parked somewhere far away, i think its about a kilometer if i'm not mistaken.. so i walked to the bank, holding my job application letter on my right hand. so, just when i walked in the bank, it was closed! what the hell! i've wasted my energy walking from the end of the parking lot just to see a closed bank, right.. that was a worth walk. i even sweat abit. argh.. it was hot as i said earlier.. so i guess, i should've went much earlier than 11.45am. -.-'

am i..

2011-06-03T18:38:00.001+08:00

thinking too much?

well cause i miss you, we used to talk everyday.. and now you're gone for a day.. not cool bro, not cool :(

buleh jadi gila bah ni..

2011-06-02T14:38:00.003+08:00

tapi aku inda mau pikir lagi.. lupakan saja tia.. and i feel bad for what just happened tadi atu.. menahan rasa saja ku.. stress ku eh -.-'

updates..

2011-05-31T23:08:00.001+08:00

nini wa -r.i.p on 30th may 2011 :'(

happy birthday rbaf -50th anniversary on 31st may 2011. :)

goodnight brunei darussalam. -B

aku start main cs lagi. muahaha!

2011-05-29T18:01:00.001+08:00

HANDAL aku atu eh :p NOT! -.-'

2011-05-23T11:19:00.001+08:00

i love guys with beards! :p

again..

2011-05-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

see it keeps happening to me. why kan? why people wanna hurt me that much? what did i do wrong? ada yang refuse to be with me, ada yang ignoring me for no reason. why? :'(

i tried to make you boys happy, yes i've tried my best! i don't get it why you have to hate me so much right now. i'm so out of tears, i cried a lot right now, just to make you people come back and treat me right.

i feel so lonely, yes.. i have to keep up with myself.. i can't be down like this..i need to motivate myself to move on. and i will! :')

:(

2011-05-14T19:17:00.004+08:00

its full of fantasies not reality, guess its only just a dream.

if it would be a reality, i would be happy right now. i really wanna be with you, make you happy like ain't no other could do. be by your side everytime you need me.

all i can do is to wait, patience bel patience. :')

kana ucap jiwang yo!

2011-05-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

yeah i know, my page is full with love stuff. so? thats only what i have in mind, so boleh lah dikirakan sweet aku ani. *perasan sikit.

i'm tryna hang on tight..

2011-05-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

this is hard. extremely hard, at first i thought i could stand till forever for this. i hate being single, my feeling is craving for love. i've been searching, some ran away some refuse to be with me. what can i do? i pray to allah so i could get someone right for me. but i guess i have to work more harder to get one. this is sad.. try being in my shoes, how'd you feel? *tears run down my face..

sad life..

2011-05-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

i'm sleepy, tired, stressed up! nobody cares about me, i'm sad deep inside. why can't you just understand me, get to know how i feel. you're wasting time by playing all those games and stuff, no time for me. you have the time, but you only give your time for an hour or so. this is sad! :(

hello love! you're back again..

2011-05-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

i like lipeee, so bad. i have feeling for him, he's always in my head. oh my, what a coincidence. we are neighbors who fell for each other. awww. he said something to his friend, "that gf part is in process" whether its about me, i don't know. i'm just hoping its me because i'm the only one who he talks with on facebook. i don't know, i can't read people minds including his.

i fell for him, please allah, let me have him, let him be mine, let him make me to be his girlfriend. besides, he asked me out a few times. i just need to have the time and patience. time will tell. ;)

what i said..

2011-04-29T08:14:00.004+08:00

awww shwueeet. (:

i love boys with beards, especially like you. :p

awww those three words for you, cool.. rugged.. and cute :p

my weakness is lakas sukakan orang jua. :s

awu ah, slow down saja ah. yatah kan mencari long way ni, pasal me ani arah highway sudah ni hahaha.

praying to allah hope that you'll be mine, amin.

thats what he said..

2011-04-29T08:11:00.001+08:00

i want to know you more (^^,)

you're funny, i like you. :)

me pun lakas sukakan orang. LOL.

chill saja dulu. :p

weird but..

2011-04-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

count from the serious ones, the last was october 2009, which was during my malay olevel in year 10 jis. ouch, time exam pulak kena dumped aku nih. kesian betol! makin stress jua tu. stupid -.- but then yeah, i don't regret afterall, at least i got through. phewww. so yes, its been a year and a half i've been single. between that, there were messed up make ups which i don't consider as one, ouch sorry boys, siapa suruh inda serious with me. (:

won't stop looking, searching and waiting. i have the feelings that some people are into me, cause they told me about it, but i'm still looking for a better one, not perfect but pretty much up-to-date and stuff. this story is to be continued..

karma.

2011-04-25T16:46:00.001+08:00

what goes around, comes back around. :)

2011-04-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

heeeey. i'm bored, hungry and lonely. okay goodbye (:

ku tetap menanti.

2011-04-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

biarlah waktuku habis oleh pernantian ini, hingga kau percaya betapa besar cintaku padamu, ku tetap menanti.

sober for being a loner. *sighs..

boredom strikes.

2011-04-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. i wanna watch bieber's movie. hmmm.. okay bye..

assignments (:

2011-04-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

thank god, my IT and QM assignments has finally finished. i've sent it already, alhamdulillah! now left with CS which i've done almost everything, i just need to re-do some of it. yet, i've complete them at last! wooohooo, happy wah! hehehe now i can rest, ahhh :D

ASSIGNMENTS AHHH!

2011-04-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

my IT is almost done, alhamdulillah (:

QM, errr.. almost almost, chill! -.-'

my life is on a battlefield.

2011-04-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

my life is always surround with sadness. it will be a happy when i achieve something, but i guess.. there's nothing to celebrate at the moment. stress eh :(

someone told me to update (:

2011-04-05T14:34:00.002+08:00

so its been a week i haven't update my blog. wait, is it? hmmm.. yeah whatever! (:

so how am i doing? i'm doing fine i guess. well, stuffs been all over my head the whole weekend. pffft, i'm famous, wow! yeah about the accident saja pulang, pffft.. everyone's like asking me shit.. i'm tired of it LOL.

about my wrist, yeah still using this bandage the whole week cause its still hurt, yeah really. i still got a bruise on my kneecap which is now turning black. i hate that man, really he pissed my family off. with all the pressure from the polices, i would've smack them in the head. but you know i won't do that rightttt hehehehehehe.. sabar bel sabarrr. enough about the accident case, the end.

soooooooooooooooooooo moving on! :D

so i've had nasi ayam penyet for 3 times now, i mean.. how could that happened? i'm totally gonna be fat soon. i can see the way i eat, come on 3 times in a week, what if i'm gonna be eating this again tomorrow or the day after? i'm gonna be fat :( exercise? yeah you can say that again, i don't have time. cheaaaa right, no time apalah! whatever. malas tu bel, thats why.. nyeh..

nom nom nom nom nom

2011-04-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

nothing to update..

i miss my car. :'(

nom nom nom nom. -.-'

just a reminder..

2011-04-01T13:26:00.001+08:00

lets forget what happened, lets move on. see people, wear sealtbelts, check mirrors, use signals when you move left & right, use helmet *ah? eh sorry atu kalau pakai motorcycle, still.. drive slow.. please, tell your friends..

what he thought..

2011-03-31T22:19:00.002+08:00

She acts like robin now, independent and doesn't need a man to handle things.

Thats what i thought cause robin is such a gangster that she could protect herself.

She's tougher than people think, well definitely tougher than ted.

thats what he thought of me, by being like robin. ♥

thanks allah for giving me another chance to live

2011-03-31T21:19:00.003+08:00

31st march 2011, i was on my way to college. i was using the roundabout. as you could see the photos below, yeah my car got upside down. alhamdulillah, i didn't injured myself, except for my wrist and a bruise on my kneecap. other than that, i'm fine. (:

where accident really happened to me

2011-03-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

what what? in your butt maaaaaan!

2011-03-30T09:50:00.003+08:00

if its all about you, it won't be fair to the blog. its actually have to be about me, yeah.. i'm sorry about that.. i know its my blog, so imma talk about my life yeah.. :D

wait, how should i start this.. hmmm.. okay.. i just woke up, lol. shouldn't you have to be in class bel? naaaah, i don't have class this morning, phewwww thank god. i just don't like QM! whats QM bel? quit maths you mofo! nada wah yeah, quantitative methods cheaahh.. hehehehe so yeah, i actually love maths, tapiiiiiiiiii.. tapiiiiiiiiii.. the maths is extremely complicated, and even my assignment alum start. payah wah :( even him, the lecturer himself got confused.. himself got confused, no point of giving us the assignment :p

am i going faster kah? faster what? nada, i just feel like i'm going faster in my life, macam banyak kan ku forward ah.. apakan.. relax bel, inda payah racing your time, you still have plenty of time.. your dream boy is there for you.. no worries.. what banar wah? how'd you know? hmmm.. thanks for making my hopes high. ceh.

i missed you. okay bye (:

you caught my attention

2011-03-29T21:20:00.004+08:00

he's been on my mind lately, macam bluetooth, tapi bluetooth pandai on and off, but in his case.. not brief case or suit case ah haha so yeah, i like this guy.. macam balik balik -.- nevermind, the more and more i talk to him, i fall for it, he got me hooked.. sorry, i can't explain much about my feelings, i just.. yeah i would love to have you in my life, amin.. if he feels the same as what i feel right now, he's totally gonna open those doors for me. kali lah ah, if he want jua, no force in here..

yes, i can see our time is short, we don't actually have plenty of time to see each other, well.. maybe its just me cause of some personal issues. but yeah, he told me he wanted to see me more often, so i said, why not? i don't mind, i'm not seeing someone else. (:

there's something in my mind i wanna ask you but i'm not ready to ask yet. so would you stay if i give you more of me? because.. i would give you anything, if you want to stay with me. goodnight :')

kan bahapa me ani ah? pikir lu..

2011-03-29T14:08:00.002+08:00

another DLT in the library, mati utak eh! i feel like doing my assignments tapinya, malas! yes too lazy to finish em up, nada motivation eh. payah ni :(

so what am i going to do? skipping this again? naaah.. i need to focus! cheaaa focus ta karang. i'm bored wah, sleepy.. cause i haven't had my good sleep yet, inda apa.. boleh tidur in here so yeah.. imma take my nap in the library :p bye bye now..

heheheheheheehehe..

2011-03-29T14:00:00.001+08:00

thats should be me right?

2011-03-28T19:36:00.002+08:00

so i'm back, updating some stuffs that i need to. lol ofcourse laaa, what can i say, this is a blog, where you post your stuffs in here, naaah.. whatever.. so moving on (:

oh hey, sorry for not updating lately, wait a minute, i've just blogged like a day or two days ago, oh right, yeah.. couldn't recall :p

so anyway, i'm back home, as in back to bruland (: oh yeah, i'm back baby -.-' uhh okay?!!! this trip was fun, i guess so. oh wait, except the part where me and my cous got scammed by college scammers, thats just bullshit, really! palui wah if i think about it, again! -.-' nyeh forget that happened. so lastnight, went back home, yes my bro's laptop got stolen, entah cemana kah boleh, palui jua orang yang curi ah, pandai wah ia ah. handal lah, i should say! that person stole the laptop and the charger, wow.. thats a good thief. siapa tu ah? mun kedapatan, mati mengajut tu. amin! atu pun forget it lah, not the best part of it.

the best part of the story, is coming right up. where i actually.. met that person today.. we spent hours together and i was like nervous the whole time, man.. i suck at this, really.. does that mean i am really liking this man? i guess so. seriously, i never had been like this before, LIAR! -.-' eh wait, pernah dulu, but dulu wah, like batah sudah.. so i think its back to square one where this real love or should i call it, original love comes around once again. yay! yes i am happy, duuuuh..

okay okay, you want me to talk about him? yeah i think i should describe him, in a bit saja lah ah.. cause baru jua met him today. he's the type of person yang suka.. em.. ah makan.. all he can think is food, food food. well, that part is funny, and he's actually funny too and.. he raps, yeah he does. handal ya atu, and even when i sing to one of mann's song, he said, eh pandai jua rap tu. haha well thank you chubby bear, yes.. i do rap to slow ones, nyeh.. nothing cool about it haha. so yeah, i am really happy to see him, atu ganya.. the thing about first time meeting him, macam.. i was really nervous, sampai paluh, awu cali ah hahaha bah okay.

i eventually confessed to him which was at the last minute, cause.. i wanna take it slow.. but still, i'm just a bad liar, i can't lie to my feelings. when my feelings said go tell him, i would just tell him so i could have the chance. the thing about chance is, it never comes very often.. it only comes when you work hard on it.

hey blog

2011-03-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

so here i am updating once again, since i don't have anything to do. i'm in kl at the moment, will be back by tomorrow noon insyallah. been here for 2 days now yeah. enjoying it somehow, money keep on going in and out. bought a lot of junks, i know. thats what travel are for sweety, you have to survive, with no money.. you will starve or die! yes you'll die of hunger to buy foods and stuffs hahaha. (:

another side of my story today is my life. my life is the same as usual, nothing change.. still being this lonely girl.. it sucks but i have to live with it too right? yes.. i am so lonely, you can call me emo if you like, whatever..

anyway, i think i like this guy, yeah i think so cause.. everytime i'm on my facebook, all i want is to talk with that person like really bad! i don't know why, does that mean.. i like this young man? i've updated my status just to talk about him, i bet he knew about it, totally! its obvious lol why did i do that in the first place? hmmm.. its my fault too, cause i'm the type of person like to be straight forward.. if you know what i mean..

if you said i move on so fast, yes i just did that because why would i moved on slowly? thats just not right, right? haha whaaaaaaat? okay okay, i moved on so that i could avoid that bastard as soon as possible a.k.a ASAP! understand? he disappointed me, that he actually made me hate him so and so much. i really hate him now, thank you fatty. you deserve to die and i hope you read this, you deserve to die H*****! once again so you will die ASAP! or if you'll stay alive, i hope you to stay single until forever, and let all the girls make you like shit. i am totally over you fat boy! i hate you. enough said!

so, sorry about that fellas. i hope you'll still going to stay with me and read my blog whenever its updated by me, of course. hehehehehe. so yeah i think thats all for today (:

just updates

2011-03-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

a day at the megamas was awesome, i can't wait for tomorrow. there'll be stunt activities, awesomeeeeeee!!!! hehehe it will eventually enlighten me i hope so (:

si yus is quite hot, majal. *kuat batuk pasal banyak sigup hahahaha :p bah adang, orang sudah bepunya tu, adang kan meminati kedia hahaha -.-' kes boring tu ah, inda banar ni, gila lah.. sanak ku sudah suka sama orang sudah bepunya ani, yang satu atu apa lagi. bari sasak, kalau dapat lah cari lelaki yang setia pada satu, ceh.. payah tah tu ertinya kan di cari ah, betapuk mana saja kah diorang atu. tunggu saja tah ah bel? yeaaaa..

am i that flirty? inda kan.. i just wanna make friends wah, banyak kawan.. banyak cerita.. kan? awu ja. :p hati ku pun belum terbuka banar2 tuk start a serious relationship. payah lah, apa inda.. malar kana putuskan. sial banar lelaki masa ani, banar tah. baru caring sikit, love sikit, marah sikit, ambil hati tia lelaki nya ah, sandi.. lelaki pulang wah yang kuat ambil hati ani, gay kali eh? sial tu ah, nada ku mau bf ku gay hahaha. sorry ah mun terasa. aku atu bercerita saja, like what i had previously. sudah puas, baru lari, gila bah. sorry lagi mun ku merace.. banar, sanak ku kan kau ani, kan bekawan balik.. kau inda mau, nah cemani tah jadinya, bukan revenge ni ah, membangkit saja pasal kau! -.-

bah aku malas cakap pasal kau lagi eh boy, kau atu inda jua special sangat, special lagi TEH C SPECIAL ku! sak kali nini mu eh. bah thats all peeps (:

2011-03-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

si its been 3days i've having this freakin flu. i hate it, arghhhhhhhhh -.-

citer youtube?

2011-03-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

vlogging.

2011-03-13T09:39:00.003+08:00

goodmorning sunday, rise and shine. how ya'll doing today? so today imma talk about vlog - video blogging. yes, i've seen some cool ones already and i mostly enjoy watching inianwarhadi and kamilamir91 vlogs. why don't you go check it out? its funny, well.. i think it is.. i even favourite it in my youtube. both of them are malaysian so there you go.. is there any bruneian doing vlogs? if you out there do that, please please comment below hehehe mau jua ku liat :D

so the best one yet, the one i've ever seen lah ah..

DO ENLIGHTEN MEEE!!! lepak, chill and relax lah bai (:

some skate shiz!

2011-03-13T02:39:00.002+08:00

the first part was funny hahaha. ouch!

and his tees are pretaaaaayyy ♥

imma get this soon! (:

2011-03-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

the fact that..

2011-03-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

i'm broken hearted..

i miss you :'(

chasin you :(

2011-03-12T17:09:00.001+08:00

Run so many miles
I run
I left the others in the dust
I know exactly what I want
I'll catch up
Because

Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now
Feels like I'm off the ground
Off the ground ground ground
'Til I find you I'm never coming down down down
Until you're mine I'll be dreaming of you
Even with so much to lose
Being without you just won't do
And since this world is so confused
You should know that

I'll be chasing you
Heading straight to you
'Til I'm facing you
I'll be chasing you
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now

Time
I'm always racing time
Cause I forget that you and I
Are written in the stars
And I can't rest 'til I'm where you are

Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now
Feels like I'm off the ground
Off the ground ground ground
'Til I find you I'm never coming down down down
Until you're mine I'll be dreaming of you
Even with so much to lose
Being without you just won't do
And since this world is so confused
You should know that

I'll be chasing you
Heading straight to you
'Til I'm facing you
I'll be chasing you
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now

I left my doubts in the shadows
Threw caution to the wind yeah
Finding you somewhere somehow was never a question no
Cause while I'm restless searching for you
I know you're restless searching for me too

I'll be chasing you
Heading straight to you
'Til I'm facing you
I'll be chasing you
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now
Ooh I want you now
Want you now now now

Run so many miles
I run
I left the others in the dust
I know exactly what I want
I'll catch up

keep you much longer :(

2011-03-12T17:06:00.001+08:00

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me boy, like I was to you
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side

Verse 1:
The tables have turned, and I've finally learned
That this is makin' up for every day I was gone
That's why I'm concerned, but now it's confirmed
That you spread your wings, and learned to fly with but all alone

Bridge:
Darkness in the night, I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes, I'll have a sight for you
Long as I'm alive, baby I'll die for you
Wanna be with you

Chorus:
Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me boy, like I was to you
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side

Verse 2:
You're always on my mind while I'm racin',
While I'm paper chasin',
You were there when I said one day, "I get up out that basement"
Playin' as my agent, for you there's no replacement
You will always be my boy, they can hold me on that statement

Bridge:
Darkness in the night, I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes, I'll have a sight for you
Long as I'm alive, baby I'll die for you
Wanna be with you

Chorus:
Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me boy, like I was to you
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side

Verse 3:
Baby I know you, and how we do
Doing exactly what I taught you
Gotta get that money first before you
Come spend that precious time with your boo
And I know what I got, just take it
Even though you was driving me crazy
Always want to see my boy nak*d, but lately

Chorus:
Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me boy, like I was to you
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me boy, like I was to you
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side
Wish I could just stop by, and maybe say "hi"
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side

I just wanna keep you longer
I just wanna keep you longer

...

2011-03-12T16:08:00.001+08:00

awkward eh. :S

just let it pass by..

2011-03-12T09:52:00.003+08:00

good morning saturday. (:

so what am i going to blog today? about my life again? man this is boring! i bet ya'll go, nooooo stop with the love life! there's no one to love right now, there's nobody out there will find me either. so okay okay, i'll stop, JUST for a while. :p

so we heard that japan was hit yesterday and we all go AHHH! panic to death cause brunei might hit, no lah.. that's just predictions, but i don't know about the future, so i don't dare to say anything because i'm not allah, so relax saja dulu.. just watch out lah for the water at the beach atu. yes, i know i live next to the beach, kami disini ani okay okay ni, inda kami mau ke pantai dulu, CREEPY bah kalah takut sama makhluks. nauzubillah atu pun i don't want to see :( anyway, back to the tsunami again. yeah its creepy when it happened to aceh on friday and japan too, saw it from someone's status lastnight. so its been stated that the hari kiamat will be on friday, wallahuwaklam missawab i don't know. that's just predictions. still as i said, i'm not allah. so don't judge me about it okay? mmmmm.. so yeah, we all just have to pray to allah so that our country will not hit by any natural disaster. *macam balik2 ku cakap ani, INDA APA WAH! SAK-LI-KAU-EH! lol.

2011-03-11T20:55:00.001+08:00

when the heart and life feelin lonely.. :(

it can be seen slowly..

2011-03-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

when allah said qun fayaqun, everything will go in one moment. japan, was hit by a tsunami few hours ago. last time it happened in aceh, now in japan, sooner.. we don't wanna know.. we can't just let that pass by, its allah's will. when he wants to destroy something, he will do it.. everybody knows that.. so let us pray for japan, for other countries and including brunei, hope that brunei will not be hit by a tsunami or whatever the natural disaster is going to happen. bismillah hirahmanirrahim, dengan namamu ya allah aku mohon jauhilah negara brunei darussalam dari bala bencana, amin ya rabbal alamin. (:

for boys out there, hear my speech!

2011-03-11T12:45:00.003+08:00

they say love is blind, but why does i keep on trying to be inlove? love does actually make you stupid, the fact that your other half is being a selfish bastard i could say. i mean, why can't a boy think wisely about their partner? why can't he just try to be a good lover? what's wrong with girls, better yet.. what's wrong with me? am i that ugly? are we that stupid that we care too much? fuck you lah .|. we do that because we love our other half so much. if i don't love you, i wouldn't want to be with you in the first place, not even see you or treat you nicely. i don't regret that i met the wrong guy everytime these blablabla happened, no i don't. instead.. i appreciate what you did, you leave when you feel like leaving. thats what i think about boys/men or whatever you called it. boys come and go easily. they just hate girls/women when they had enough, when they're being control, wait wait.. i know you're gonna say, she's a control queen. no boys, we're not that kind but yeah i think there are women like that, not me totally! i'm cool with whatever you do. let me ask you boys out there, if we care too much is that count as controlling you? i don't think so. men are dumb, they don't use their mind when they dumbed their girlfriends. i won't say what was like in my case, its bullshit! no seriously, it happened again and again. sometimes i asked myself, whats wrong with being so caring? that's not bad, that's just being a good lover. don't you think so? you men need to get your mind straight, stop being so sensitive about women. really, its not fair, you screwed us girls up, and you can let that go easily? yeah i can see you're having fun, but still do you think its fair? its totally not. so please boys, stop screwing girls!

i'm not mad, its just.. its not fair! -.-'

they got stuck! HAHAHA.

2011-03-11T06:57:00.003+08:00

good morning peeps, its friday! thanks to allah for giving me another chance to live, its too early to die jua bah, i still have a lot to learn.. so i got lotsa plans today, yaaay.. i kinda like it though cause i get to drive my baby camry *muahahahaha. sorry, i'm just obsess with driving, but i think i can start to feel the pain of driving. why does people make a lot of complains about it? -.-'

*yyaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnsssssssss.....

soooo what's next? blank ni utak ku ni di awal pagi. oh yeaaaaaaahhhhhhh, i want a car, my own car, a new or second hand one i don't mind. i just want a nice car for me to ride. papa mama, can you guys buy me a mini cooper s? they went -.- all the way *felt like something just passed them so fast that they had to go blank in a sec! THEY GOT STUCK HAHAHAHAHA. my god, i'm actually trying to make myself happy. kalau kamu kamu kan tau, yatah ni.. there's something missing inside me, but i guess lets just pretend the missing thing is gone by now..

for you, i can't stop.

2011-03-11T00:43:00.004+08:00

hey. so what's going on today? same old thing i guess. please, hear me out. okay here goes. (:

hey boo, how you been doing? sorry for asking you to read my blog, cause this is the only place i can let all my feelings out when i'm down or whatever. so yeah i know, we broke up, i get it.. i won't say it anymore. :'(

i just don't accept the part where you have to leave me, when you said you couldn't make it work, or being with anyone like me.. its just, i don't want that.. i know for sure, you love me but why did you have to choose of leaving me rather than discuss it with me in a proper way? i think that's better and mature, am i right? come on boo, when you said you have issues.. everybody have issues, even i have issues but i don't let the issues come to you because its not good to bring home problems to my love one like you.

if i knew you'd be leaving me, why didn't you tell me earlier? you said, you treated me like a girlfriend, so i accepted that time of being your girlfriend. first i thought you said, you wanna take it slow, but you're the one who's making it quick. i don't get it boo, all i ever wanted is to be your girlfriend and make you happy but i guess.. i'm a bad one..

i can't move on, i'm still stuck in a moment with you.. i'm not tryna start with the justin bieber song, no boo.. its true, you're always in my head, not like a bluetooth but seriously.. i can't stop thinking about you cause i'm so inlove with you. would you care to take me back into your life? you know jua boo.. i love you from the very first start, when you asked me on the phone.. would i care to love you, and i did.. didn't i? until now, i still love you.. so let me know if you change your mind? i love you.

running back to you - girl version.

2011-03-10T10:21:00.002+08:00

i gave you everything
i never asked you for nothing
you ripped my heart right out my chest
chewed it up then kept running
but i ain't trippin' over you no more
i'm done with this pain
said i'd be sick of all the drama, acquisitions and games
you wanna play then find another who'd be down with your fussin'
late night always arguing, screaming and cursing
but what you know about it boy
you ain't never shed a tear
i never felt this way before
and i ain't thinking really clear

now you telling me to deal with it
i just can't cope with it
walk right out the door and just pretend that i'm ok with it
i can't help but think that everything was a lie
cos you promised me forever and now you're telling me goodbye
boy i thought you were for real
but that love was just imaginary
kept on fighting for you like the heartbreak military
now i'm feeling heartless
colder than an icebox
you can feel my tears boy every time the rain drops

so tell me baby did i ever do you wrong
cos my friends tell me you was cheating all along
it's crazy i let you fool me from the start
but i'm good cos we're through
and i don't want you back
there's no more running back to you

the way you played me, classical
it's heartbreaking but practical
i wasn't being irrational by thinking we was magical
you took my love for granted
put me down til i couldn't fight
walking through your range of fire, shot me at the speed of light
the day we met was so amazing
fell for you, no hesitation
spinning boy, you had me dazing
got that butterfly sensation
caught up in the moment
i was blinded by the passion
cos once you knew you had me you ain't never stop the taking
took advantage of the fact i gave my love, my heart and soul to you
i trusted you instead you wanna pull me through
all this pain of losing you forget it boo
cos after this i'm over you
this track is my divorce papers
listen while i'm serving you
the rain is getting heavier
the cold wind whistling
crying out to god now he ain't even listening
told you if i leave things would never be the same again
grab my coat i'm out the door i'm never looking back again

so tell me baby did i ever do you wrong
cos my friends tell me you was cheating all along
it's crazy i let you fool me from the start
but i'm good cos we're through
and i don't want you back
there's no more running back to you

now my world is cold since the day that you left
cos you took away my soul, you condemned me to death
you the devil homeboy, wicked witch of the west
and if the broom stick fits you ride it out like the rest
i was humming in love and now i'm full of resentment
got to give it to you cos you're so good at pretending
i should give you an oscar for the way that you acted
see i thought you had a heart but it's coated in plastic

lying and cheating shawty that was a low
and now i'm done with the games
and now i'm riding solo
this roller coaster over baby
get back to your occupation fucking, dancing, money chasing
no more time for conversations
baby if i could i would erase you from my memory
i wish i never met you but disasters always come to me
i thought i was complete and now i'm broken in two
so i'm closing the door
there's no more running back to you

so tell me baby did i ever do you wrong
cos my friends tell me you was cheating all along
it's crazy i let you fool me from the start
but i'm good cos we're through
and i don't want you back
there's no more running back to you

i was humming in love and now i'm full of resentment
got to give it to you cos you're so good at pretending
i thought i was complete and now i'm broken in two
so i'm closing the door
there's no more running back to you

don't get it twisted thinking this for you
i did this for me
told you no more looking back.

2011-03-07T11:22:00.001+08:00

so i was late today, the first time being late for a reasonable reason, akhir bangun. hahaha. okay, now i'm bored. -.-

eminem, i love you!

2011-03-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

good morning, friday.

2011-03-04T09:29:00.002+08:00

today is a blessing day, everyone knows that. (:

my day starts with waking up early, put the blames to all the people around the house. god, i'm still sleepy and plus, i'm really hungry. :( now while waiting for the camry to finish the servicing, i decided to blog lah. macam apa. still, i'm glad i could drive somewhere today rather than being at home. hehehe :D thanks to dady for the first thing lastnight hahahaha. bah okay, i think camry's almost ready. laters :D

good morning, thursday.

2011-03-03T10:15:00.001+08:00

DLT session T.T

you're the best part of me.

2011-03-02T04:36:00.002+08:00

he said, i love you baby and i said i love you boo. :D

cause i'm all about him, and he's all about me, and we don't give a dang about nobody. ♥

2011-03-01T08:30:00.002+08:00

so i've been m.i.a for awhile, sorry about that. welcome back bels, thanks! so whats up with me? with my life? here it goes.

first semester's exams just over, i did well. yes no resits, thank god and second semester's begun for like 3 weeks already? fuuuun. so far, i still like IT cause the sir is quite cute. hahaha that's just so wrong! lol. why is it this boring? as in, my blog is boring right? -.-'

life's just great, just great. few things happened terribly. 2 months of being messed up, yeah thanks for that, b*tch! thanks to deedo for helping me about it (: and hey, welcome march. you'll treat me nicely right? hopefully. what next? hmmm my habit came back, i won't tell ya about it so yeah, only some people know about it (:

anyway, moving on. i think.. i just found the right one now, who? err he's someone so yeah.. he's cool, as in really cool, funny and annoying at first, that made me felt like errr girgitan ku eh ya cemani ani! hahaha. he's tall and chubby, taller like twice of my height. hahaha the best part is, he's one a kind. a lovably annoying cute person i've ever met. i don't know what i've just said, but yeah if you don't get it.. here's the word for it, i'm inlove so deal with it. :D

well i think thats all you need to know about me and life at the moment, will keep updating if i have this great connection around again (:

valo jj.1 velcro sale for $250, murah murah brada sista (:

2011-02-10T23:39:00.006+08:00

type: VALO JJ.1 VELCRO (WHITE)

RARELY USED, FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS ONLY.

reason for selling: TOO BIG & HEAVY, NEED A NEW ONE & NEED CASH

price: BND $250 (BRUNEI DOLLARS)

-NO DISCOUNT BECAUSE ITS ALREADY FIXED.

PLEASE INBOX TO ME ON FACEBOOK, JUST CLICK ON THE FACEBOOK BADGE ON TOP, THANK YOU.

pitbull. ♥

2011-01-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

cody simpson. ♥

2011-01-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

stressing moments, here i come!

2011-01-10T08:33:00.001+08:00

exam in a week! -.-

happy new year, happy 2011. (:

2011-01-01T08:33:00.002+08:00

wish you all the best of luck in this 2011. hope all your dreams come true. if you want to have a new life, start now! (:

whatever you did last year and you like what you did, keep it that way.

if you had a bad year last year, hopefully this year will be good. (:

happy new year everyone. :D

good morning, world.

2010-12-31T08:51:00.003+08:00

drinking a cup of milo in the early morning. feeling a bit breezy living next to the beach (: second day of driving lesson, bismillahirahmanirrahim.

heyhooo.

2010-12-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

i love agressive inline! ♥

2010-12-30T21:43:00.001+08:00

shawn martin yaaaaw! :D

all the cool people, go into my blog. (:

2010-12-30T21:05:00.011+08:00

in the plane on my way to uk. (:

wani & safwa.

effie.

fee.

meng.

nong.

ed.

batty.

kam.

well, there's more though. so people who are not in here, i'm very sorry hehe -.-

click, click & click.

2010-12-30T17:36:00.001+08:00

one, two, say cheese! (:

my heart broke, when my boy went missing.

2010-12-30T12:34:00.002+08:00

i can feel the emptiness, when he left. it feels like the end of the world where everything stopped. everything turned the other way around. all the happiness became sadness, all the companion became loneliness, all the fantasies became reality and all the good times became memories. i just wish i could turn back time and stay with all the great times i've been with you. it was fun, it made my whole life turned all shiny and i missed it. its just gone like that. i don't know where i was wrong, but i just wish i had the chance to go back. thats all. just so you know, you're the best i've ever had. its true. (:

the guitar and my life.

2010-12-29T22:22:00.003+08:00

i use to play guitar when i'm feelin bored, when i'm feelin down, feelin empty and moody. i search for new songs to play using all those easy peasy chords. it's kinda relaxing when hearing those plucking sounds. my life doesn't starts with a guitar. its only started with a bit of music and happiness. why does life have to change within time? life and time changes so quickly.

and now, i'm getting chubby which is so uncool. -.-

i've always maintain myself when i used to be in jis. then when i stopped playing football, everything has changed. my life, my routine stuffs, attitude and yeah that sort of thing, i'm changing. show me how to begin a new happy life?

it's been a year & a couple months i've been single though. :(

i've been in a mess. extremely miserable for the last few months. wow that really hurt, like seriously. i was dumped, that really hurt. boys are crazy for girls, but when they got bored, they dumped their girls. which is totally unfair. from my experience lah ah, he dumped me for a reason which is not right. he dumped me cause i was too caring and sweet, i think thats really reasonable isn't it? why can't a boy loves a girl truly? why? anyway, i've moved on. i think -.- i prefer being single, i don't know why. i'm happy with my own life now. i've got many friends around, i'm not that lonely anymore. (:

heeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2010-12-15T15:28:00.000+08:00

2010-12-15T14:06:00.001+08:00

okay my photos below are so messed up hahaha. biar tia ;p

2010-12-15T13:58:00.002+08:00

updates.

2010-12-15T13:49:00.002+08:00

oh hello. updates updates. (:

i'm beginning to hate my holidays now because i often stay at home. boring kali ah, boleh gila ni. :p but glad i'm off to somewhere this friday. yipppeee :D

okay, i don't know why.. i'm getting lazy nowadays, i mean extremely lazy wah. i rarely help in the house, all i do is stay in my room relaxing, i rarely go for a jog. now mom make complains whenever she sees my flabby tummy hahaha. -______-'

yes, i'm getting fat. okay? happy? hahaha. :p

oh hey, pretty girl 18.

2010-11-27T00:39:00.005+08:00

ola, it was my 18th birthday last 24th november, that was like few days ago. i celebrated my birthday twice with my friends. it was awesome, well yeah it was okay-ish lol. anyway yeah, there's lotsa pictures, but imma post some of it saja alright? hehe. :D

15th Nov, 2010 (:

2010-11-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

2010-11-07T18:27:00.002+08:00

today is my mom's birthday and we watched megamind in 3d. awesome. but now, i'm not in my good mood cause my phone broke. fuck it! :(

2010-10-23T12:22:00.001+08:00

takde rase kan update lah sekarang. takde pape nak di cakapi. takde mood. aku sayang kamu, oh seandainya, engkau menjadi milikku, oh aku sangat lah jiwang sekarang. aduuui..

home sweet home

2010-10-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

i'm back guys. okay~

starbucks braaaah! (:

2010-10-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

man, i'm lovin kl so badly. no shit! i wanna hang around town every single day of my life. naaah thats crazy. i've only watched two movies :( i wanna watch more, the fact that they are in 3D, they are so tempting. i mean the movies. if i could do this (watchin movie) every weekend in brunei.

so yeah anyway, i'm at starbucks again. i love to hang around here, its cool cause you know, i could see all the people around. wait, what the heck i'm talking about? its crap talk again, shit. right okay, i'm going back tomorrow. *sighs. laters :(

shout out all the way from kuala lompo.

2010-10-16T03:00:00.002+08:00

hey guys, i just arrived, well around 2 plus just now. wow, it was like two hours plus to get here from miri and an hour to reach the apartment. really tired, i think i better rest now. start shopping tomorrow, so yeah.. will update more soon. good dawn everyone :D

2010-10-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

in miri. waiting. re-schedule hmmm :(

2010-10-15T09:08:00.001+08:00

good morning. *yawns.

gonna pack my stuffs, i'm going away. (:
bye bye brunei :D

2010-10-14T16:55:00.001+08:00

for whatever reason, i need to get a boyfriend as soon as possible. not a fake one, i mean like i could have him for few years. seriously, i can't be single anymore, i want a loving life from someone really special. could my day get any better kah? hmmm.

september has ended, october begins.

2010-10-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

second week of college has ended, alhamdulillah everything went just okay i guess. i actually have econ homework to do so i'll just be short. anyway, normally people say, everyday is the same.. well to me, everyday is different, ofcourse.. i'm just going to be me, not someone else. so what i mean is, our reaction to the day is different. you get me? like, your mood started to change, your lifestyle's getting better, etc etc.

so my point of saying this is because, this week i had an amazing one. few days ago, i met this wonderful guy. he's cute and he reminds me of someone familiar, but i can't tell who. cos its kinda in my head right now? haha. so we went out and talked, it was good. i might see him again next week. okay guys, thats it (:

2010-09-26T09:06:00.001+08:00