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what a bad day.. :/ there i was, sitting infront of the laptop.. it was midnight btw.. i was waiting, waiting and waiting for him to text me.. took me hours of waiting.. :( okay, should i just text him then? i guess by the time i text him, he might be resting and finished doing work at home.. oh well, yes i did text him.. he was like, uhh i'll call you later syg. then i said, bah okay.. jangan batah.. paning sudah ne menunggu. alright, he called me, i was like waiting like shit, i told him. then i was like.. be, kusut eh, me damam.. oh damn, all i said just emmmm emmmm.. all the way.. we were silent for a while for no reason.. and i said, are you okay? he was like not in the mood. trying to get back the mood for him, it just didn't work. i myself, trying the hardest.. somehow, i was the one whose not in the mood after that. *tears ran down my face* baby, don't do this to me.. but then, i was trying to solve the problem.. i guess it worked a bit (: baby kuat menyamal jua lah.. tampar karang! haha nada deh, cucuk mata saja ey? awws, those eyes i wanna poke! :p oh.. so now you're calling me POKElen. you getit? POKElen? in another words, i love to say this.. wait for it.. puuuikleeennnn! hahahaha. everytime i talk to him, i'll say that word. it makes me happy, makes baby happy either. :D well, there you go..

SICK! :( i might just say.. i'm not okay.. i'm sick, demam wah :( its not fun to be sick, you know that right? there i was, around 3.. sniffing.. grab tissue and let go of my stupid thaaang outta my nose.. okay, i know it sickens you, but whatever.

LAME. (: whats wrong with my people in the house today? my mom.. she said, oi bangun! sembahyang oi! inda kau dangar takbir raya tu kah? i replied her, apakan? i'm tryna sleep here and its not even raya yet mom! you're just disturbing me! gawd! if raya today, inda jua dapat puasa cos its the first day. then i looked at the clock, yeah its 9 plus.. i went out fromma room cos its like hot in here, i'm sick thats why i didnt turn on the aircond since sahur?! went to the living room, ah sana ada cool air.. limpang arah sofa. (: then dad came by and said to me, inda kau sembahyang? *taking the control and changing channel* gawd, another one? its not raya lah, you've heard it in the radio and tv that its not raya yet. its monday, tomorrow baru raya. then baru sembahyang. kali lah, not sure. mun rajin jua hahah :p

don't blame me if my story didn't turn out very well, i just suck at this. check out my new video in youtube. have a nice day (: