i won't go elsewhere. i'm staying here beside you, for you. i'm inlove with that person from the very start. he's adorable, and you people know who am i talking about. i thought it'll be over just now, cos something came up. but eventually, we're okay now. wait, what am i talking about again? haha. i love j, really do. most likely, will hook up don't you think? i don't know, we'll see how it goes. i don't really mind though, being with him for a start.

so things i have to start with:

1. don't be flirty.
2. stop looking around.
3. stick with one, which is J :D
4. be happy. i think. (:

J is adorable, funny, cs freak, pain in the ass ego-ish type sometimes but i love him, really do. :D