sometimes i feel like i'm going back to my old life. yes i am actually, its hard to move on when you're in a bad time. this is my first year skipping classes, in year 11. well, i guess.. skipping few times is not bad at all. i just want to enjoy sometimes, go out.. releasing the stress on my mind.. i can't really do that whenever i want, can i? i'm not like you guys that can go out easily, oh just say gadong.. then you can go.. not for me, we have to do it the hard way which is not really good. haha. yeah.. its been 2 months now since a guy left me, in those 2 months no one came and no one accepted me. what a shame. trying my best to enjoy life as much as i can. cheers. (: