good dawn people!
i was um waiting for hadi until now, guess he won't be online by then. so yeah, should i sleep? should i wait? should i text? ah god, why?! this is hard. i can't do this. can't stop thinking about him, why?! he's always in my mind. it sickens me sometimes. go away wah, seriously from my head, now! :( its not gonna work. *sighs..
its sunday, weee boring! i'm going back to bandar, to HOME, to FREAKY place as in balik rumah sana atu freaky pasal orang2 nya its like semua freak! *sighs. why why why school has to start on monday, why can't it be friday, so i have only a day of school. school's fun actually but sometimes, homework wah banyak di baginya, kan mati kali. ni my english, belum bebuat. karang malam tah kali eh. stress udah ku ni mikirkan. aku malas buat wah english ah, kan menyampah wah cikgu nya ani. paksa jua wah untuk mendapatkan A/B. mun inda, inda ku mau buat, benartah! school, tuition, extra class, homeworks, revision and ofcourse hadi. i won't forget you my love :D
i need to start working, why am i still such a lazy ass? my brain is not functioning properly, why?! why am i still sleeping? i have to wake up and be mature about this! exams coming bel, exams is near, why are you not prepared? its war! you have to start revising. please, parents said this all the time, but i still won't listen. why?! bel, wake up wah! okay, i made up my mind, starts monday. monday dawn, i'll start to wake up early and start revising. i'm really sure. if i don't do this, i'm sure i'm gonna fail year 11. okay bel, focus. wake up early by monday morning and revise at least half an hour on 1 subject. i want to pass my exam and move on to sixth form, thats my goal. my aim. my destination. my hope. amin.
- i miss you hadi. i love you. the end.
its sunday, weee boring! i'm going back to bandar, to HOME, to FREAKY place as in balik rumah sana atu freaky pasal orang2 nya its like semua freak! *sighs. why why why school has to start on monday, why can't it be friday, so i have only a day of school. school's fun actually but sometimes, homework wah banyak di baginya, kan mati kali. ni my english, belum bebuat. karang malam tah kali eh. stress udah ku ni mikirkan. aku malas buat wah english ah, kan menyampah wah cikgu nya ani. paksa jua wah untuk mendapatkan A/B. mun inda, inda ku mau buat, benartah! school, tuition, extra class, homeworks, revision and ofcourse hadi. i won't forget you my love :D
i need to start working, why am i still such a lazy ass? my brain is not functioning properly, why?! why am i still sleeping? i have to wake up and be mature about this! exams coming bel, exams is near, why are you not prepared? its war! you have to start revising. please, parents said this all the time, but i still won't listen. why?! bel, wake up wah! okay, i made up my mind, starts monday. monday dawn, i'll start to wake up early and start revising. i'm really sure. if i don't do this, i'm sure i'm gonna fail year 11. okay bel, focus. wake up early by monday morning and revise at least half an hour on 1 subject. i want to pass my exam and move on to sixth form, thats my goal. my aim. my destination. my hope. amin.
- i miss you hadi. i love you. the end.
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