thats the reason why

it seems forever to be with you, why is that?

oh no, i promised myself for not fall into these relationship thinggy. mother, father, i am extremely sorry and i'm here to apologize. i am in love with a boy. i can't tell you who. but i like this boy, like seriously. no lai, inda boleh bah berboyfriend. aw ma, >:( -______-' lol, that came out bad.

am i on your waiting list? wait, what list? tu the list ah! what list kan? -_____-'
geez! nevermind. you don't even care! damn.

i'm moving on, step by step. like a baby learns how to walk.

oh dear, my life is sad, depressing and boring. everytime, i want that particular person, they faced away, as if i'm not there. why? i know, i'm not that HOT! what the hell? -_____-' why do you want a hot girlfriend? is it for making people jealous about it? why would you do that? you know whats important? ni nah, a wonderful heart *pointing on it (: but yeah, no one wants me. oh let that be. i've tried my best to take your inner feelings into my you-know-what life. hola boys, you can't play with me nor have me if you're just fooling around with me. i'm not a toy! geez. why you keep on playing me around?

whats best for me is to avoid all of these stuff, just like what i did 5 months ago. i'm going to move on, i'm out!